Reflection...May 8th

What up world...may 8th 2010...seems so odd to be sitting here on the steps of my best friend...dressed and ready to go on what I guess you would call a date...but to me just a meeting of 2 friends...working on my very first official legit studio album (still independent don't worry)...just days away from the birth of my first child a beautiful baby girl...performances what seem to be all the time now...and crazy love growing more and more with every piece of music that I release or every show that I do...and the most amazing part about it is for the first time in my life I'm accepting good things...I'm accepting the fact that people really do like my music that I jon farris am talented and work hard to make the best music I can make and I deserve love for it...I deserve a fan base, I deserve to make this album...I really am enjoying life right now...but reflecting on last night I really really know what I must do, I must own my music, I must own my time I must unleash the fury that is me...I really go on stage nervous wondering what people will say or do when they hear me...I really don't focus on the music I don't really get down and just unleash my belief in what in saying and that doesn't allow me to care free perform and I really wonder how I'm gonna do that...last nights show was titled hello/goodbye because I was saying goodbye to the old hello to the new and now its on to the new...I'm working on a new setlist new music and new identity...new marketing plan, new online pages, trust me this is my time whether you say so or not I'm taking ownership of me and unleashing this gift I have to the world...