A New Dawn

Its the dawn of a new age for me...I have spoken mentioned and even boasted about this thing called ReAnimation...but what is it? Why have I yet to deliver any new music or blogs or tweets or any form of communication to the world?...the reason is simple...FEAR...

To this day I've spent years debating but never truely knowing if its a fear of success or a fear of failure...in truth it could be both...instead of saying I'm over that fear I won't even waste your time or mine lying I am still afraid and maybe I always will be...but I've recorded an album...mixtape...random tracks...performed at many different venues for different people...received many offers for collaborations, label meetings and I received all that while being afraid...the fear has never held me back from getting seen just kept me from capitalizing on it...

I will live embrace and appreciate this fuel and allow it to become my aid...in other words ReAnimation is not a change in my emotions but rather a change in the way I utilize them...

I have been 100% focused on my responsibilities as a new father for the past month...its an amazing feeling and anyone who turns awa from there kids is missing out on a great love and experience...I don't wanna miss a moment of time with my little girl...but I won't use her as my latest excuse why I can't work harder in my life to reac further than my current state...changing jobs and getting myself into better shape and truthfully just enjoying the small moments in life...the precious small often overlooked joys of life...

I promise you the music I have in my vault are worth the wait and trust me the album is a monster...one word to describe it is epic! I am not making promises to you or myself I'm gonna trust my gut in all that I do and see where the good lord takes me...to say the lease 2010 is turning out to be my best year yet...

Goodbye Again...?

So its been sometime since I last blogged..did I miss it? Yes and no...why did I stop blogging? And why am I saying goodbye in the title?...well I stopped blogging because my beautiful baby girl was born may 24th and since then she has been my life...sun up to sun down she is my focus, my concern and my motivation...I had to cancel the show scheduled for the 11th but M.Ez will still be performing so go support...

I had to back out because my attention has not been on music or even myself this little girl has become my focus and I am not prepared for a show right now I'm not in the right state of mind and I would not be able to give my best performance so instead I am taking a temporary leave from music...so official until july 1st I am taking a break from music I am not gonna blog or do anything no leaking tracks no promotion and then july 1st we start from scratch...

I still have the album done and I have a few other songs in the works but that's all on hold now...I honestly need to reevaluate my life, where I am and where I wanna be...I need to build that bridge to connect the 2...I'm gonna take this time to really figure out my marketing plan, my future projects and all things that will allow me to be successful...its been an amazing 2 weeks with my baby and I need to make sure she remains the center of my life...I ask that you all continue to watch out for me or if not just note that you've been warned july 1st...I Am BACK!!!!