A New Dawn

Its the dawn of a new age for me...I have spoken mentioned and even boasted about this thing called ReAnimation...but what is it? Why have I yet to deliver any new music or blogs or tweets or any form of communication to the world?...the reason is simple...FEAR...

To this day I've spent years debating but never truely knowing if its a fear of success or a fear of failure...in truth it could be both...instead of saying I'm over that fear I won't even waste your time or mine lying I am still afraid and maybe I always will be...but I've recorded an album...mixtape...random tracks...performed at many different venues for different people...received many offers for collaborations, label meetings and I received all that while being afraid...the fear has never held me back from getting seen just kept me from capitalizing on it...

I will live embrace and appreciate this fuel and allow it to become my aid...in other words ReAnimation is not a change in my emotions but rather a change in the way I utilize them...

I have been 100% focused on my responsibilities as a new father for the past month...its an amazing feeling and anyone who turns awa from there kids is missing out on a great love and experience...I don't wanna miss a moment of time with my little girl...but I won't use her as my latest excuse why I can't work harder in my life to reac further than my current state...changing jobs and getting myself into better shape and truthfully just enjoying the small moments in life...the precious small often overlooked joys of life...

I promise you the music I have in my vault are worth the wait and trust me the album is a monster...one word to describe it is epic! I am not making promises to you or myself I'm gonna trust my gut in all that I do and see where the good lord takes me...to say the lease 2010 is turning out to be my best year yet...