I'm sitting in my car outside waiting for a very important and personal appointment so please don't ask any further question on where I am...I'm listening to music and random beats mentally pondering the many ideas and lyrics in my cranium these past few days...I had an interesting day...I thought about my dad, or lack there of (not a "diss" just honesty) was told by a girl who just yesterday was my biggest groupie that my music sucks and noone would ever buy it, watched a jae millz interview that made me furious, read over the 4 songs I've got for my album (wait did I really just tell you I was making an album :o) then practiced my show and yes all this while I was at work!...I told you I grind and find time to work on my passion...
So about this jae millz interview, first of all I've been a jae millz fan for awhile right up until his past 2 mixtapes and the trash he did with young money...yea I'm down with young money I feel like they spit in the face of every music fan...what do I mean? They make very bland pointless music in which they use nursery rhymes degrade women, flaunt money, power, and drug use, and say it all in a way and tone that says " I can rap about anything and dumb it down cause all of you listeners are stupid!" Don't believe me? Listen to bedrock and everygirl and tell me those songs aren't dumbed down songs degrading women, flaunting money and drugs...no really do it...
But back to my point on jae millz just the attitude he has towards all other artists and music in general has changed...no disrespect cause millz is ill but he has just fallen victim to his camp listen to zone out season that mixtape is a monster but now? He's just like wayne and minaj tyga and the rest...he was speaking on the top 10 freshmen in xxl which by the way I think is wack cause what makes a freshman? But anyway I began listening to bob,asher roth, mickey factz, charles hamilton and blu based of a freshmen list so keep doing it xxl! But millz just sounded arrogant, ignorant and like a groupie for young money...seemed like well what is also reality that on his own noone cares about him anymore cause he's not the same he used to be so just his whole "typical rapper" persona made me mad and hate the idea of me being a rapper...
The fight? Yea simply put she's mad at me that I'm not talking to her much anymore and decided to attack me, actually I'm making a song with her friend and she's jealous thinking I'm gonna be all into that girl and stop talking to her...well in truth I don't wanna talk to her anyway she did some shady things that dtrike fear in my heart...but whatever I know my music is heaven sent and yes my older stuff is raw and really needs work but what I'm making now is on another level and my attitude? Yea that's a ride with me or ride under me ya dig?
My dad? Why aren't you a father to me? Let's speak on my new project...I played the rough copy for bman, yea even him the kid that isn't big into rap said he got a special feeling from this project...trust me people this new music is a me you never knew, a me that is not confident but just doesn't care if you like it or not I'm gonna expose my reality to the world...expose my gift...yea that's gonna come my birthday I think that would be a great release date...the show friday is gonna be amazing...the album is gonna be bananas! And my fan page on facebook is really exciting me, I have some fans! I know to some it means nothing but it means allot to me and the statement 2010 premiers tomorow! That track is gonna set you all on fire and have every rapper scurrying looking for a beat to release a dope song to cause I murder that beat murder myself and set the stage for the new project...
I'm NOT PLAYING IN 2010
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